I don’t think
about you in the morning
I can’t daydream about you
when I fall asleep.
Afternoons pass and I sometimes
forget your name,
the sun sets and you are just
a wisp of smoke against the back
of my neck.
I’ve come to realize it is safer
to not think about things I can’t have—
safer to stop dreaming about people
whose hearts are so very far
Anonymous asked: I hope it's okay I ask, but what's the deal between you and your ex-boyfriend? :/
yeah it’s fine. we dated for almost 2 years and i loved him a lot but he would break up with me and totally devastate me then come running back. he did this about 3 times throughout the years. we tried to make it work while he was in college but he broke up with me again and we didnt speak for 5 months and now hes trying to reach out to me again. its just this huge circle of heartbreak really and i dont want to speak to him or see him but now he is insisting on coming to my graduation and i’ll probably avoid him and it will ruin my day