whatever

in actuality im really stressed and i need you right now

we’ve been really distant from eachother but I keep making the effort

and i know you didn’t have a good day and you could talk to me about it but you never do

i miss you

i’m sick of you being mean to me

i’m sick of being back at school

everything was fine before break, everything was fine during break

then we came back and it all turned to shit

i love you so much and i don’t know how you could talk to me like that and put me down like that you’ve never done anything like that before

p.s.

you’re the one who needs to “save yourself”. get over yourself you’re not the saint you think you are.

i hate you and everything you stand for so fucking much, i can’t even fathom it.

lol @ how you were always calling people fake, when in actuality, it’s you that’s fake.

but seeing you for two hours at night is the only thing that keeps me going during the day so please don’t ditch me

because he’s rich

and she’s a bitch/slut

hah no

i can’t handle it anymore

home is wherever i’m with you

called sending my boyfriend an envelope without the letter i wrote him in it

wow

yay yay yay

this means i get to video chat with him because i miss his face

ahhhhhh love

arian3naira:

fuuu..Zzz

try

“trying to stay awake at 6pm in california time because you’re fucking jetlagged and exhausted because of it”

my crazy bitch ass mother fucking mouse, einstein

i just cleaned his cage

and he takes a huge chunk of his food and brings it into his wheel

and puts it down

and then RUNS ON THE WHEEL and the food chunk clanks all around in there making the most annoying noise when especially when you’re trying to sleep

so i get up and i’m all, “mouse, what is this fuckery. quit it with the banging” and i take the wheel out and empty it and put it back on 

then he proceeds to go get a new piece and do the same fucking thing all night to rub it in my face as if i’ve betrayed him by taking away his clinking noise

fucking psychopath 

maybe that’s not my idea of a good time

did you ever think about that before you said what you did

he clearly does not know what to reply to that.

i’d so much rather get blazed than drunk. i drink, but i don’t like it that much and it kind of makes me gag. i’ll drink on my own accord, if i feel like it. so i dont need anyone, especially you of all people, trying to convince me to go get shitfaced.